It shocks me to watch the walls go up.
To see someone, I so deeply admire,
write words of division and hurt,
words typed by her own two hands.
And I see how swiftly the rocks fall,
and the walls of mine and other go up,
breezeblock by breezeblock,
post by post.
I see in myself, the rage:
Why does it have to be this way?
When are we going to wake up?
How can we do this to each other?
So many hurting questions.
In my jaw, my chest, my hands.
My hands, my pen, my voice.
Hands so innocent.
Born to sense and touch.
So beautifully mottled and freckled.
Tendrils of wandering intelligence
on a vast ocean of sensation.
The curl of hand holds my life,
reveals a heart at rest and
a heart in pain.
Tenderness begins in the hands:
the way I reach out for yours
when I let my guard down and
immediately the warmth is everything,
the way I stroke your hair after school,
and the touch connects us beyond
what words could ever do,
the way my hands rest open in meditation.
Open hands, open heart, open mind.
What would the world be like if we let
our hands touch and that touch be
the wisdom for our words?
If touch could be the precursor to writing?
If touch could inform the form?
If touch could be the place where we start?
© orlabeaton
2/11/23
(With thanks to Kate Oldfield at The Writing Well)